Sometimes wishes are made for some desires to be answered.
Sometimes there is no room for a wish.
i wish this, i wish that,
i wish i could change some things in my life,
i wish some mistakes that are to come will never be made,
but i realized wishes are not true, they are not real. They are just like fairies.
My life is pretty simple, eat, sleep, read, laugh, play and tweet. Daily routine in no order at all.
But i have opened one chapter in my life that has made me see life in a whole new perspective.
DID I EVER SAY THERE WAS NO LOVE? YET I FELL IN LOVE…
DID I EVER SAY THERE WERE NO DREAMS? YET I DREAM THE IMPOSSIBLE…
I do not wake up and sleep for the same reason. (This has a hidden meaning).
I definitely do not take life seriously, we all die someday, no matter the exercise!
I always think, if i die today, and there were steps going to hell and heaven.. i’d slide all the way down to hell .. but i pray not.
I wish the ground would swallow me up.
I contradict myself too much. Maybe life wasn’t meant for me.
I walk into the kitchen staring at the knives, i hear a thousand voices calling my name.
A thousand eyes looking back at me, saying i have done wrong and must be punished.
I shut my eyelids, press hard against myself and sigh “it is all a dream, it is not happening”
I heard it all before.
Now i want a wish! just ONE wish, to change some situations in my life.
Some things i wish i didn’t do, some i wish i did.
BUT you all will get to see for yourselves that I did what i did in my life because i felt it was right. Maybe i felt a little greedy. Everybody makes mistakes, if you don’t live with it, eat something rotten, curl up and die. I don’t really give a shit these days…
But some of your questions cannot and will never be answered by me,
No matter how much you ask.
I am no writer. I shall fade away just like the people before me.
17th September 2011